i eat my hands away to stop these current feelings. i chew away at them until they are red and puffy, till they are bleeding and cut up. i dont feel good nor bad when i do it, i just feel relief. over and over and over again my hands ripped and shredded away with tools and teeth. why do i do this to myself?

I bleed splorts. Little white beings that come from my blood. I dont know how or why this happens, though Im not unsatisfied about this. They bring me joy. They bring me satisfaction. The more I bleed. The more splorts there are. (UNFINISHED)