I wish I was god. I wish people would look up at me and pray to me like Im some saviour. I want the whole world to love me and shower me with gifts and pray to me. Im a complete nobody on this earth and Im tired of it, I want to be something big. I want to be noticed. I feel terrible for feeling this way but I dont want to keep it in forever. I want to be god himself. I want to help people and make a life worth living for others. I want everyone to be happy. If I was god, I would make sure that would happen, unlike god himself. He doesnt help, he never did. If god was even somewhat decent the world wouldnt be how it is today. If I was god, I think everything would be better. Please abnormally, I want to be just like you Im begging you please, restart this world. Make me the next god.